Dr Draw @ Taste of the Danforth

Even with the rain and the lousy sound quality out front, this was amazing from the side. A really enjoyable set, inspiring and offered new ideas for me in my cello playing.

The Mission

I discovered this beautiful piece by Ennio Morricone today from the movie The Mission. Earlier I met with one of my international students to do some English practice. She shared that she had been talking with one of my colleagues. When asked she shared that she related to me as a teacher and as a friend, then a pause and she said as a mother. I smiled because I knew as father was impossible. Other's in the past have said grandma etc.

When my 'ma' passed away years ago I decided that her caring nature and values for neighbours and strangers was something I really wanted incarnate. Perhaps that is my mission.

Beauty and sadness

Sometime I come across something on youtube that I really like and Sifei Wen's arrangement and performance of the theme from Schindler's List is in that category.

It is very precise and maybe perhaps could have been a little more free in timing but still something of beauty. I had a little scare this week when I couldn't see properly because of bright lights in my eyes. For 2 days I was a little worried even though they went away because perhaps there was damage or I might need an operation. Still I'm OK but tired from worrying. I think because I realized for the first time there isn't anyone to look after me if I get sick or disabled. Anyhow I'm OK for now and enjoy Sifei Wen.

Breathe and breath

Matt recommended I should listen some of the youtube performances from Abbey Road Live. I found this by David Gray who gives this amazing performance and explanation of his song Breathe.

Strangely 2 acoustic guitars and acoustic bass and a minimalist style very simple and so full of emotion. I feel my life is deeply full of conflicting emotions and the song is very real.

Breathe is our taking in and pushing out of air. Breath is the air we exhale and not the air we bring into our lungs. The trouble I keep seeing is people too involved in breath; their words, their opinions, everything focused on control of others. Perhaps we all need to focus on breathing.

more mellow and more relaxed

These guys are doing what I really would love to have the chance and freedom to do. Very mellow and funky at the same time. I'm perhaps a little on the overly focused and people don't really understand me. God grant me more music in my life.

electronic cello

I suppose I'm interested in a lot of different things but at core cello is important and music is a focus for the deepest parts of me. I wish I could play more and this odd performance expresses one interest area.

I have found my trust in the activity of God especially in the person of the Holy Spirit continues to grow and ministry changes with more looking and watching and less trying to make things happen. Their improvisation is mellow and unforced a natural conversation.

Popular culture fans?

The twenty million people who buy a Britney Spears’ record aren’t music fans they’re popular culture fans.- before the music dies

BEFORE THE MUSIC DIES is an unsettling and inspiring look at today’s popular music industry. This documentary is so challenging for me when I examine the trends in worship music. What is happening out front in our churches and services?

The quality and especially musicianship and creativity is now so low. What is happening? I think the critical analysis of this 2006 documentary should be applied to popular worship music. I am saddened by the lack and commercialism and loss of real meaning in worship. We have become fans of popular Christian culture rather than being moved by music. What has happened are people who understand how music can move people are missing.

gritty and real

Life is both light and darkness. I have been reading Mike Pilavachi's For the Audience of One. It says everything I have issues with and one is the need for worship to be able to lament, to cry and feel sad and down. We need to face the tears of life. At the same time I am astounded by The Shack by William P. Young which I recently completed. There are many who find it distasteful and even demonic because it undermines some very cherished ways of seeing God. But perhaps it is our pre-judgments about God that affect even our willingness to be open to God and our way of seeing the world.

The cello can and should sometimes sound sweet or melancholically sad or even griity and a tiny bit angry.

enjoying the cello

I'm trying to enjoy my new cello but still unhappy both with the sound, my own limitations and finding people to interact with me creatively. What can you do with a cello and violin? Well small is beautiful simply and yet vibrant.

I'm needing musicians willing to think and play outside the box. My own spiritual life needs this as well otherwise things become stale, dried and without life.

cello singer

Ken Oak Band just caught my ears somewhat unconventional but yet I love his lyrics singing and playing. Somehow even in heartache there are always moments of joy if only we look for them. I wonder...